:( :( :( I had an US today - My baby is in Jesus' Arms

+Zemirah+ wrote: I was hoping to come in here all excited and let you all know that I was able to see my favorite visiting OB today (he is the wonderful Christian OB who was in town when I went into the hosp to have my last baby, Zach... and I try to have him do my care when he is going to be visiting) but sadly, instead I have to come and say that my fears and suspicions were correct....

Doc couldn't find a heartbeat today (I should be 11 weeks LMP today) and I wanted him to check me because it seemed I wasn't getting bigger, my fundal height seemed suspicious and Doc found the same things I did... I have indeed lost the baby, as confirmed by a late afternoon US. I will likely miscarry the baby sometime in the next three weeks or so.

I'll be taking a small break from here eventually but will be sticking around for the long haul -- just need to get through these next few weeks...
I would write more but I am just not feeling up to it.

TLCDad replied: I am so sorry for your loss. Our prayers and thoughts will be with you and your family.
Please remeber he/she is in good hands and will always be your little Angel looking down on you.

Please take all the time you need. We will be here if you need some friends to talk to.

MommyToAshley replied: I am so sorry for your loss. I understand if you need a break, but like TLCDad said, we are here if you need someone to talk to or need a hug (at least a virtual one).

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

kit_kats_mom replied: I'm so sorry for your loss. I don't know what to say. We will be here for you when you feel up to talking.

Hugs and prayers
Cary

CantWait replied: +Zemirah+ I'm sorry to hear your sad news. Best Wishes in for you and your family at this time.
Marie

ediep replied: I am so sorry for your loss. We are here if you need us!

jdkjd replied: We will be here when you are ready...I am so, so sorry.

supermom replied: Oh Zemi -
I cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. Please accept my condolences, and will be here if you just need to talk. We will all be thinking of you, and know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.

Hillbilly Housewife replied: I'm so sorry!! We're all here for you!

razz05 replied: Zemirah, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Anything we can do to help... just let us know!

Schnoogly replied: So sorry for your loss!!! Hugs to you and your family on the loss of your little angel.

Steph

momofajcl replied: I'm so sorry to hear this We will be here when you need us! Take care of yourself!

+Zemirah+ replied: Thank you all... I just wanted to say that your support and kind words mean so much to me. I am really getting nervous about completing the miscarriage when it happens... I'm really praying and hoping all will go very well for me. We're naming this baby Naomi, meaning "pleasant" because this was such a quiet, pleasant, gentle pregnancy while baby was alive within me. God is Good. He is on the throne and I am thankful for the comforting He is giving us even as we feel the loss so tenderly right now. We're going to plant a crab apple or other flowering-type tree for baby Naomi.

Blessings and love and thanks for all the support. Will be around again soon. the next few weeks will likely be rather difficult here.

dhoppygirl replied: Your family and Naomi will be in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you!!

MommyToAshley replied:
I really like the name Naomi...and the tree is a really nice tribute.

I will keep you, Naomi, and your family in my prayers. Please come here anytime you feel up to it. I will be thinking about you every day!