ALL DONE TTC

CantWait wrote: This cycle was the last cycle that dh and I were TTC, dh is tired of it and I guess feels he's getting to old, and it's been well over a year with no good result.

My chart for the first time in forever looked wonderful, but I started spotting today. I had so much hope for this cycle; our timing was perfect, FF gave us high chances of conception; and today was day 28 of what is normally a 28 day cycle with three days of spotting before hand, I had nothing. Last month was different, but I was hoping that was a fluke.

Anyway, I'm crushed and heartbroken

I know I should be greatful that I have two beautiful boys (and I am ), but they are growing up so fast and I always wanted three kids. I just thought with as crappy as my childhood was and everything I had to go through, just one thing in life would be easy

What makes me even angrier is that dh and I really got our crap together to be a good couple with each other and we wanted to do this together instead of it being an oopsie and now we can't.

It also fustrates me that I've lost three babies and don't get one in the end. It's like all those losses were worth NOTHING

I'm just so fustrated and upset right now

luvmykids replied: I'm so sorry, Marie. I don't have any words for you, just lots of and try to find a place of peace within yourself so that you don't torture yourself with it I know that is much easier said than done

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moped replied:

Now that you are not TTC, that is when it could happen right?

cameragirl21 replied: I'm so sorry, Marie, but you can still get your oops baby. I've lost count of how many people gave up on TTC and then became pg right after. Hang in there and it will happen, you'll see.

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MoonMama replied: I'm so sorry Marie!

MommyToAshley replied:
I am so sorry Marie. I hope you find some peace with all this... we're here for you.

kimberley replied: i am so sorry, Marie. i know how much you were hoping. sending you lots of peace and comfort.

Our Lil' Family replied: I'm so sorry Marie!

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msoulz replied:
That was me!

Marie, whatever happens, you are so right to be happy to have your boys!!

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youngmomofone replied: I'm so sorry hon

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Danalana replied: I'm sorry, marie