Having a meeting with the pastor...

mummy2girls wrote: I have been struggling with alot lately as you all know but mostly bneen struggling with the question why drug addics and other retareded people get the ehalthy kids while us good people get the un healthy ones or lose them or miscarriage after miscarriage. So i am meetign up with teh pastor and his wife tomorrow after work and have a talk. I hope that it will help me get through teh feelings I am feeling...

Anthony275 replied: hope you have a good day with a lot of things off your shoulders

ihave4kids replied:
(((hugs))))

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Kaitlin'smom replied: see if we were closer we could have a few girl nights, I know that would help me. I hope he can help.

holley79 replied: Shelly it really is a hard thing to deal with. I have those thoughts on a daily basis so it is totally human. If it is effecting your everyday life and every waking thought then I'm glad you are getting help.

Calimama replied: Hopefully he can help.

KingMom replied: I hope they are able to help you overcome this and you are able to move on and not let this bother as much. Everyone has these thoughts but I no it's hitting hard right now.

Stay strong!

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mummy2girls replied:
I know its human and thats not the only reason im going. that is one small thing i want to get thier oppinion on this all but the one other thing i want to see them is because I am gettign really scared for Jenna. ive been having bad feelings about this surgery and such... yes I know its normal and i know its a easy and fast procedure that is done everyday but when its your child you look at it in a diff way. BUT this is a big reason why im scared.... july 9th 1999 Jordan was wheeled into the Or at the Stollery to have surgery. he had went into shock and didnt wake up from the anestetic. And he passed away a few days later. On july 9th 2007 Jenna is being wheeled into the same or at the same hospital to get surgery done. On these days i do everything to stay away from the stollery because of bad memeories. so not only am i being smack in the middle of the hospital he was in but my child is getting surgery on the exact same day in the same or in the same hospital...

Kaitlin'smom replied:
I so wish I could be with you, and litterly take all your stress and burdon while Jenna is having her surgery

lovemy2 replied: Good for you sweetie

Will Marcus be with you for the surgery? I can understand why that would be so scary - anyway you can change the date??

mummy2girls replied:
if i do im looking at another 2-4 month waiting time for another surgery date... i just want this done and over with.