I can't lose this one too

Danalana wrote: I started spotting earlier tonight...it was light pink at first. I lay down to take a nap, hoping it would stop....when i woke up, there was more...and it was red. I have seen a couple of clots and it feels just like my period is coming. This is what happened last time I hate myself for getting yall excited for me...I'm sorry. I guess I can GET pregnant. I just can't seem to STAY that way. I've been crying a lot, and am incredibly upset. I don't know that I want to ever try again if we lose this one. I've thought of going to the ER, but I know they can't do anything this early....just maybe tell me if it looks like i'm losing it. I can't imagine having to tell everybody--AGAIN--that I'm not having a baby after all. Nobody (including me) will ever believe that I'm pregnant if I lose this one.

Iluvmyboys replied: Oh hun, Im sorry I have no advice to tell you! I cant imagine what your going through Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and Im sure everything will work out

amymom replied: Prayers being said!

luvbug00 replied: many prayers for you

lovemy2 replied: Hugs and Prayers to you - if this happens - make sure you get to the MD about it - there are MANY things that can be done to help you hold a pregnancy.....

ZandersMama replied: I hope everything is okay! If it helps I bled through the first couple months with Zander.

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Mommy2BAK replied: Please keep us posted!

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gr33n3y3z replied: and prayers

MotherForever2043 replied: Oh Honey, I hope everything turns out okay. I haven't told anyone (except my family) this; i had a misscariage(sp?) before I got pregnant with this one. And it is not the greatest of experiences. It hurts soooo much to lose a child that's yours. I really really wouldn't want that to happen to you. I think you deserve this baby more than anyone. You'll be in my prayers from now until your baby is in your arms.
XOXOXO


Love~Jasmine

CantWait replied: I'm sorry. I hope that's not the case. I bled with Robbie also, and he's a full grown (almost), perfectly healthy boy. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Mommy2Isabella replied: I am sorry. I sent you a PM ... hope it helps!

Jackie012007 replied: Dana, I bled so badly when I first found out I was pregnant with Carly, my MD assumed it was a chemical pregnancy and sent me on my way - little did I know I was still very much pregnant and have a beautiful healthy girl! And I mean I bled worse than any period I've had... I would get into the DR ASAP - heck, I would go to the ER - at least they can give you an u/s so you know exactly what is going on!

try to stay positive, I know it's so hard but try!

boyohboyohboy replied: Dana, I am hoping things are going better since you last posted.. you are in my thoughts and prayers.

~Roo'sMama~ replied: I'm so sorry Dana!! I hope and pray everything is ok. I think I'd go to the doctor, even if they can't do anything it might help you to know what's going on.

MyBabeMaddie replied: I'm so sorry Dana,

Danalana replied: I think I saw another thread, but I will answer here too. The pain wasn't getting better and there was more blood, so we set out on the hour-long drive (which richard drove in like 40 minutes). I signed in and went to the bathroom. I saw the biggest clot I have ever seen and I knew that was it. I went through a variety of procedures back there, but the biggest evidence was HCG (except all the freaking blood)...it should have been in the thousands...it was 53. I haven't slept since yesterday morning at 8, and I have cried a river of tears. To be honest, I wish I could just die This is the second one. I can't seem to get a baby to 5 weeks, even. I'll change my ticker tomorrow, maybe. I don't feel like it right now.
thanks for the hugs and good wishes. "Happy" felt good for a few days.

ZandersMama replied: I'm so very sorry Dana, I have no words, just that We love you and are here for you. If you need to talk feel free to pm me. I'm so sorry

Danalana replied: After we left the ER, we decided to go ahead and eat...we had planned on going to the city to shop before that all happened. We went to olive garden, and we had a while to wait. We sat on the front porch, on a bench, and I looked like a zombie...no sleep, bloodshot eyes. I swear, every woman I saw had a baby--or multiple children--or was pregnant. It feels like somebody rubbing salt in open wounds, even though I know it shouldn't. I spent the whole time staring at babies, watching them smile

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holley79 replied: I am so sorry Dana.

Sam & Abby's Mom replied: I'm sorry for your loss, Dana ! I had two losses before I had Sammy and Abby--so I know the fear you're feeling. My sister had at least 4 miscarriages,,,,,,,,,,,but went on to have 4 healthy kids. She always told me 'the good news is you CAN get pregnant'. GETTING pregnant is half the battle.

Keep your chin up and dont give up ! Keep the Faith, girl.

Crystalina replied: omg. I don't know what to say.
My heart goes out to you and dh.

MotherForever2043 replied: Oh, I'm so sorry for your loss. i don't even know what to say. It's gottabe hard to see women with their bellies and/or their children. Try and get some sleep sweety


We're here for you

Danalana replied: Ooooh....I got sleep. Lots of sleep. And the reality is so much clearer than it was in the haze of yesterday. Jojo came to lick me in the face and tell me good morning as always....and I realized I don't have to wonder when the faint smell of his breath is going to trigger morning sickness There won't be any morning sickness...no worrying about a changing body...just a big ol' empty uterus