I feel so awful!

mummy2girls wrote: Its my angels 5th birthday today and i dont have a car to go visit his gravesite. I wanted to plant some flowers in his honor. I cant get a hold of my parents as they are out and about. So i am going to keep trying my hardest to get through. Im going to feel so horrible if i dont get to see him

kimberley replied: oh no! can you ask aron to borrow his truck? i hope you find a way.

mummy2girls replied:
He is going fishing with his brother today and he is already gone..yes he is actually out of bed:)

kimberley replied: lol i am glad he is out of bed for once, but that doesn't help. i hate to ask, but what about your sister? i hope your parents come home soon.

mummy2girls replied:
She is at work today...

aspenblue1 replied: Aww I am so sorry. Hopefully they will be home soon and be able to take you.

Could you go after Aron gets back from fishing?

Kirstenmumof3 replied: I hope you get a hold of your parents today! Keep trying!

Guest_angelhair replied: maybe you could buy a plant and put it on the windowsill or in your yard in honor of him and say some loving words! it matters most what is in your heart and the love you celebrate for him. however I understand the sadness and pain of not being at the gravesite. I do not want to minimize that. we love you!

ediep replied:
yup, just what I was thinking

mummy2girls replied: i havent gotten a hold of anyone so i have decided just to celebrate his birthday today at home. And ill go to the gravesite tomorrow after work and plant some flowers. (a day late ) I am lighting a candle in his honor(the candle i got at his funeral that i still have to this day that i only light on special days). And i will sing happy birthday to him when jenna is awake from her nap. as i want her to be a part of this. And i am going to watch the video that was made of jordan for me...my friends did it for me.

MommyToAshley replied: I am sorry that you weren't able to be at his gravesite. I know how much that means to you. It sounds like you have a lot of wonderful ways planned to celebrate his birthday at home. And, hopefully, you will be able to get ahold of your parents after all.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

momof2girls replied: My thoughts are with you!

coasterqueen replied: ((HUGS)) hon. I'm sorry you couldn't get there. I hope you can get there soon!

Kirstenmumof3 replied: I'm so sorry you weren't able to make it to his gravesite! But it does sound like you celebrated in a special way!

ctymom replied: I'm sorry you werent able to get out to plant the flowers. I honestly dont visit the gravesite that often. I'll stop by to make sure it's clean but I have a hard time being there. And I know that he's not really there... he's in my heart.

Hope you were able to get out there today. My thoughts are with you.

Pamela

A&A'smommy replied: (((BIG HUGS)))) I'm sorry hun that you weren't able to get out there!!