I have sad news - probable m/c mentioned

5littleladies wrote: This morning I had a bit more spotting so I called the clinic and they told me to come in for a "reassurance" appointment. The midwife decided to try and hear the heartbeat but had difficulty which was not surprising since I have a tilted uterus, but she decided to send me for an ultrasound for my peace of mind. It turns out there is no baby. There is a gestational sac but nothing else. I think I've known in my heart since the beginning of this pregnancy that there was something wrong so in a way I wasn't surprised, but I am heartbroken. I was so excited for this baby and there is none. I know we will try again soon but right now it feels disloyal to even think that way-I don't want another baby, I want this one. I've been crying non-stop since I found out. I went to Dh's work and got Dh and he is home now taking care of the kids so I can take some time for myself. I don't even know what else to say.

I want to miscarry naturally so I guess I just have to wait now. I'll be around-I might go out of town for a day or two but I don't know if that is safe yet. I guess I'll talk to you all later...

MomToMany replied: Oh NO!! I'm so sorry Jennifer! My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm sitting here crying for you. I know how much you wanted another baby.

Lots of {{{HUGS}}} Jennifer!!!

Kaitlin'smom replied: oh hon I am so sorry, please take the time you need for yourself. you and your family will be in my thoughts. I wish I coudl say/do more for you.

Jamison'smama replied: oh, I am so so sorry. I am keeping you and your family in my prayers

coasterqueen replied: OMG Jennifer, I am so very sorry. I wish there was something more comforting I can say to you right now. I'm just in tears and my heart aches for you. Please know we are here for you and you are in my thoughts and prayers.

MommyToAshley replied: Jennifer, I am so sorry! I am so sorry for your loss. I wish there was something more I could say or do. Take all the time you need, but we are here if you want to talk. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Lisa replied: Jennifer. I'm soo sorry for you.

MomToJade&Jordan replied: Oh I am so sorry Jennifer. I know what you mean when you are told that you can try again, but all you want is the baby you just lost. Go ahead and take some time for yourself. You will be in my thoughts this week.

amynicole21 replied: Oh Jennifer, my heart is breaking for you. I don't have any words to tell you how sorry I am. I'll be keeping you and dh in my thoughts.

jdkjd replied: I'm so sorry. I was hoping the bleeding was just a fluke. Taking some time for yourself is a great idea. Know that we are all thinking of you.

ediep replied: oh no Jennifer! I am so sorry!!

CMD3989 replied: Jennifer, I am so sorry to hear that your pregnancy didn't go as planned. Please take time out to grieve and have time for yourself. If you need someone to talk to I am here. I am praying for you.



Chelci

AshleyRose replied: Jennifer, I am so sorry for what happened. You will be in my thoughts and prayers and I am here to talk if you need someone.

kimberley replied: oh hon, i am so very sorry. my thoughts and prayers are with you that He will give you the strength to get through this.

aspenblue1 replied: I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

lsjulee replied: Oh no! so sorry to hear about that. Please take care.

Mom2Boyz replied: Oh no!! I am so sorry
You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

A&A'smommy replied: (((((BIG BIGS HUGS))))) I am so sorry hun! We love you and are here for you if you want to talk!!!!

mummy2girls replied: ((((HUGS))))) i am so sorry for your loss! take as much time as you can....We love ya!

TLCDad replied: Oh Hun, I am so sorry. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

5littleladies replied: Thank you everyone for the thoughts and prayers. They are greatly appreciated.

I'm doing ok. I'm pretty weepy but settling down quite a bit. I feel a bit sad thinking that my baby never had a chance-that I never had a chance to see his/her little face, but I know I can trust God to take care of me and my angel baby.

I didn't end up leaving town due to the fact that my midwife thought it might be dangerous since I haven't started bleeding yet and since it is so long since my baby stopped developing that I have a greater risk of hemmoraging and need to be near a hospital. I don't mind too much since Dh couldn't go and I feel better being near him. So I'll be around-It helps alot to have so many helpful, caring people to talk to. Thank you all so much.

momof2girls replied: I dont even know what to say
but your will be in my thoughts!!!

DansMom replied: I'm so sorry.

maliksmommy replied: Jennifer I am so sorry for you and your family! My heart goes out to you

chloe&tysmommy replied: Oh Jennifer I am sooo sorry to hear that...(((hugs)))

we are all here for you if you need Please take care

Maddie&EthansMom replied: Jennifer my heart breaks for you. I know how badly you wanted this, too. I didn't realize before I responded to your other posts so I apologize for that. Take time to heal and we will be here. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. You have 3 precious little girls. Take comfort in knowing they love you so much.

5littleladies replied:
Please don't feel bad. No harm done. Thank you for your prayers and for your words of encouragement. My girls are such a precious gift and they are such a blessing to me-especially right now. And everyone on this board has been such a help. I appreciate you all.

Guest_angelhair replied: jennifer, I know exactly how you feel as I was in the same exact shoes and I am so sorry! I remember thinking how can I go through this pain it hurt my heart so bad. as the others said if you want to talk, I am here to just listen. my e mail adress is dana02155@lycos.com. you can email me anytime. I know in the beginning I could not talk to anyone, I was still in shock. when you are ready we are here. and while you can try and probably have another one, it does not replace or take away the grief and hurt you feel for losing this one. many huge and much much love dee/angelhair

Kirstenmumof3 replied: I'm so sorry for your loss! And I appologize that I just got the news now! You are in my thoughts and prayers!

jem0622 replied: Oh sweetie I am so sorry.

Feel free to PM me if you want. HUGS HUGS and more HUGS. If my boys hadn't kept me going when I lost my angel in January I surely would have fallen hard. I still had my own private times to reflect and work through emotions, but didn't have time to dwell. I put my energy into other things and that helped.

Julie

loveydad replied: I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.

I can only say that I've been lucky. I've never experienced a miscarriage. I can only fathom the pain it must bring to lose a child - and never see their face - I cried so hard when I left the hospital without my baby girls. They never saw the world outside. That hurts.

Take care of yourself. I've only been here a few days but I know, everyone here cares.

jingraham2121 replied: There are no words to express how sorry I am. You will be in my thoughts.