I just really need some HUGS right now

coasterqueen wrote: I'm so nervous right now. I didn't think I would be and wasn't til now. My cousin's baby shower is today. This is my cousin of my aunt who committed suicide last year. I think I'm nervous because my sister mentioned last night that my uncle's fiancee would be there. The thought of meeting this woman and seeing my uncle with all the unleft issues I'm just not sure I can handle it. Not only that but Ryan can't be there for me because he's helping a friend roof his house that was damaged in the tornados. So I'm all alone on this and have to be strong for my girls. Sure my family will be there, but they are all a bunch of 'I don't know what to call thems' because they bottle up all their sadness/frustration/etc worse than I do.

Please send me some HUGS if you have any. I could really use them to get through this day.

MyBrownEyedBoy replied: (((hugs))) Karen. This will be hard, but you have your girls to help keep your mind off of things. I am sorry Ryan can't be there with you. I hope you can find some joy in the baby shower.

1lilpeanut2love replied: I am SO sorry for this! I hope you TRY to have a good day! Best of luck!

mysweetpeasWil&Wes replied: I know you can do it!

BAC'sMom replied:

Kaitlin'smom replied: let me know if you need more

AlexsPajamaMama replied:
Enjoy the baby shower Karen! Maybe things will be way better than you thought...thats usually how it turns out for me! I get all worried and stressed and everything is all good in the end!

Ashlynn's Mommy replied:

booey2 replied: Oh, tons of hugs and sending all my calming vibes to you. Try and focus on the girls and on your cousin. I know you can get thru this.

Terri

~Roo'sMama~ replied:

Bee_Kay replied: Oh I am sure you will be fine

Just take a deep breath and smile politely if things get uncomfortable for you.

Hang in there and enjoy the shower!!

My3LilMonkeys replied:

mammag replied: Karen you are in my thoughts and I hope you recieve this big and that everything is going well.

Kirstenmumof3 replied: Try to have a good time inspite of everything! I know it will be difficult to do this all alone. Just concentrate on your cousin!

luvmykids replied:

mom21kid2dogs replied: You're likely already at the shower but here's a anyway! Hope it goes better than you expect and that your cousin has a wonderful baby shower.

kimberley replied: i can appreciate how hard this will be for you, but be strong for yourself and your baby girls. hugs and p&pt your way.

C&K*s Mommie replied: By the time you read this, you probably have already gone to the baby shower. But here are some 's anyways.

A&A'smommy replied: Its going to be fine sweetie!!!! I am sending you LOTS of P&PT'S!!

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CantWait replied:
Try and take it easy, and let us know how everything goes.

Jamison'smama replied: Just now reading this. How did it go? Hope it was tolerable. You have a right to those feelings--sending hugs!

coasterqueen replied: Thank you everyone so very much for the HUGS. It means a lot to me. The shower went ok. It seems like every time I feel like I can get some closureon things and then I see my uncle the demons come out of the closet and I can't sleep, think or eat. So last night was rough. I just need some time to collect my thoughts and I'll post more. Again, thank you very much for all your HUGS. You are all so wonderful to me.

MommyToAshley replied: I'm sorry I am a little late, I just saw this.


I am sorry the shower was so rough on you, I hope you can find some peace with everything that has happened.

Maddie&EthansMom replied:

I'm so sorry, Karen.

amymom replied: Sorry I'm late