I saw my ex-husband

~CrazieMama~ wrote: I had to take Tyler to baseball practice and meet his father there. Wel we spoke for a couple hours. I poured my heart out to him again...it seems to be working. He was telling me that he so misses me and that he thinks about me all the time. That he is on anti-depressants because he has been so depressed. I am thinking it is because he has suppressed feelings about me that he was not willing to say till now. Well, I told him that I will wait as long as it takes till I can have him to myself. That I want him from head to toe, inside and out. Not just a physical attraction. I told him that I am a "new" woman. That I did a complete 360 and turned myself around. He said that he noticed that I have changed and grew up. That I am a VERY good mother now. I thought I was gonna cry right there.

Of course, I do not expect him to leave this woman for me...that would be wrong. I told him that. He said that she knows how he feels about me. That he cares about me. Which is good. He told me that if I want, I can call him on the phone whenever. I said...but then I would probably pour my heart out to you then. He said.... well, thats ok. We talked about so many things. I am so happy. We are going to be together one day.

Thanks everyone for letting me get this out and be able to tlak to you all. This is one of the many things that were hounding me for a long time and I was able to share it with you all. Thank you so much.

My2Carebears replied: Thats great that you guys are able to talk about how you feel!
I hope it all works out in the end and that soon your together again. Those are wonderful things that he said to you. Your in my thoughts!

~CrazieMama~ replied: Thank you so much. I am gonna be on cloud nine till we are together again...then I will have a perm. smile on my face....

aspenblue1 replied: That is great that you were albe to talk about your feeling. I hope you are together soon.

kimberley replied: wow! that is great that you are both talking so openly and honestly. i am happy for you. i hope you both find happiness together one day.

~CrazieMama~ replied: Oh I hope so.....my prayers have truely been answered.

A&A'smommy replied: im happy for you michelle!!! It sounds like you guys are really getting your feeling across to one another!!! ((((HUGS)))

jen replied: AWWWWWWWWWW that is great!!! I hope everything works out fast and you are with him soon!

coasterqueen replied: Aww sounds like you two had a great talk! I hope things work out for you both soon!!!

~CrazieMama~ replied: Thanks ladies, I have been waiting a few years for this. Now that all is out in the open......I can now work on us..... Thanks for being here for me.

MommyToAshley replied: Glad you had the opportunity to talk. I hope things work out for you.

Maddie&EthansMom replied: Awww! Michelle that is wonderful!!!! I'm so glad it is working out in your favor. Now that he knows how you feel it will be easier for him to take the next step. I hope you two are back together soon. It sounds like you are meant to be together. I just love happy endings!

~CrazieMama~ replied: I like happy endings too......Even if they usually never happen to me....I hope this is one happy ending that lasts a lifetime.