Losing my mind!!

Boys r us wrote: OMG the last 2 days I have been a monster! I'm so embarrassed at the way I've been acting, but I can't control myself! I'm completely out of control with my emotions I guess is the best way to put it. I've just been completely irrational and hard to live with. For instance, yesterday evening Tanner had a football game at 7:30, he had to be there by 6:30. I thought about getting some take out for dinner, but then decided I would cook. So I go home and rush around slaving over the stove making an awesome meal...then I get the kids at the table and of course if it doesn't come out of the fridge and get popped in the microwave..the kids don't like it..heaven forbid they actually have to eat a real meal instead of Chicken fingers or spaghetti O's which I will let them get away with a lot of times. So they're freaking out b/c I told them they had to eat it. But neither of them really did. Then Rick came home about 5 minutes later, I fixed him a late and he ate like 3 bites. Okay..I seriously almost lost it..even though looking back today, what's the big deal?!? But it's not like it didn't taste good..it did..I ate it and it was delicious. So I'm almost in tears at this point..then we get to the game and we sit there for a little while and Rick says, "want anything from the consession stand?"
I said,"a drink" well he came back with 2 drinks, 2 hotdogs for him and candy for brae! I was so IRATE! I went out of my way to make a really nice dinner and you'd rather eat hotdogs from a little league football game stand? I didn't talk to him the rest of the night!
I know I was being stupid, I knew then I was being stupid, but I couldn't stop myself..the same way I haven't been able to for days! That's just one example of many! I need a disclaimer across my forehead that says -I take no control for anything that comes out of my mouth-

I hope I get over myself soon!

Our Lil' Family replied: Oh sweetie, that was not being stupid, I would have felt the same way! If it was me the next time they'd get PB&J, including DH!

Boys r us replied: Haa..actually..I DID tell him last night that I wasn't cooking anymore period! that the only thing that came of me cooking was dirtying my kitchen for nothing! B/c he doesn't eat it and the kids don't eat it..so what's the point! They can all eat sandwiches from now on! LOL He looked at me like I was satan or something and said, "what are you talking about..I always eat dinner when you make it!" I told him, you didn't monday night either" He said I TOLD you that I ate a really late lunch and then I put it in tupperware and took it to work with meand had it for lunch the next day Nichole" I said, "how do I know..you probably just threw it away at work!!"

Uhhmmmm YES...I AM IRRATIONAL!!!!!!!!

A&A'smommy replied: Oh hun that does sound awful.. but to tell you the truth I would have been pretty mad too even at the kids because hey you rushed around the kitchen trying to make your family a nice yummy meal I hope you start to feel a little better soon!! have you talked to rick about it I'm sure he understands!!!

Maddie&EthansMom replied: Here, hun. This might make you feel better. I think your hormones might still be a little out of whack, too. Try not to do too much.

Aimee on STRIKE

Kaitlin'smom replied: maybe you need a time out? I am not suppride your out of wack right now you need some time for you, what about treating your self to a spa day and get pampered?

toady_buckshot_noodle replied: Don't feel bad. I know exactly how you feel. My 5 year old is bad about that. He will look at something and say he doesn't like it. Just hang in there.

coasterqueen replied: I wouldn't feel bad, I'd do the same darn thing. That would send me fuming if my family did that to me.

I don't cook, so when I do you better eat it or else! The other night I cooked hamburgers and french fries, very kid friendly I'd say. Kylie sat there, stomped her feet and had her hand on her hip and demanded chicken nuggets instead. I told NOPE eat what I fix or go to bed w/o food! She was so mad all through dinner and I was upset at her too but she ate.

luvbug00 replied: ohh I'm sorry they gave you a tough time. I just want to send you some

TANNER'S MOM replied: Oh we have all had days like that..

I have days when the smallest thing.. like why I don't have toilet paper on the roll.. but it is laying on and I go from one end of the house to the other in a poor rage.. and threaten to make the whole family use leaves if they can't put the roll of toilet paper back on the roll... .and most important OVER not under.. and they look at me like I have 9 heads.. and guess what I have no freaking excuse..

We all do it. When something small means so much to us.. and no one else understands it.

I know you wanted them to appreciate all you do for you family.. and they do Nichole.. they just didn't realize you needed them to show you that.. at the moment you did.

Hugz to you my girl.. and a smack to Rick on the back of his head, he needs to learn to read minds..lol All men do.. what are they thinking..!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boys r us replied: I needed that laugh Mel!!! and Aimee..oh can I sympathize! Di..I do need a day at the spa, maybe this weekend I can sneak away!

My2Beauties replied: I have done the same thing Nichole, or sometimes Brian will make a comment, oh this steak isn't that tender, or this potato soup wasn't as good as your dad makes it - EXCUSE ME JERK FACE Men are just insensitive to these types of things, and you're not the only one who would have been mad because I would have been fuming!!!! Hugs hon, everyone is right, treat yourself to a day at a spa or a nice pedi and mani!!!

3xsthefun replied: I don't think it is stupid. I would have been upset also.

((hugs))