Maaan. I love ER but...

kit_kats_mom wrote: tonights episode is all set in the NICU. I already cry everytime there is a baby on ER. I probably shouldn't watch but ya know I will

A&A'smommy replied: awww i missed er...crap i was watching lifetime a movie called bed of lies it was sad!

mummy2girls replied: I came online because i wanted to post this also.... That episode i could not handle. I bawled so much when i watched it. I kept getting flash backs of my time with Jordan in that environment. But it really hit me hard when that baby died. When the nurse was taking the tube out of him and his eyes was closed. And she wrapped him up and gave him to the parents and big sister and they held him until he passed away. I was so heartbroken and devastated to watch because that what they did with me... They had Jordan wrapped up in a balnket after he had his heart removed for donation and i held him for the longest time. I could feel the pain. I know it was only a show but it felt so real!!!!!I even went into Jennas room where she was fast asleep in her crib and i just watched her sleep. I wish i never even watched any of it because now i know im going to have dreams... Sorry to ramble on....

A&A'smommy replied: awwww sweetie im sooo sorry you had to see that and feel all those emotions again...at least the bad ones but doesnt it make you remember the few good moments you had with him? im sorry i just dont like to see you down its makes me sad for you ((((BIG HUGS)))!!!

mummy2girls replied:
Yes i do remeber the good times i did have also... The ups and downs of having a very sick baby is nothing i ever want anyone to experience. I do remember that every nurse and doctor that did come upon Jordan and did take care of him said to me that he is such a cute baby. And he looked like me..

A&A'smommy replied:
awww he was Sooo cute and you know now that i think about it he did!!! he was a beautiful baby (i hope im not bothering you upsetting you!)

mummy2girls replied: your not upsetting me.. As much as it hurts to have lost him. I appreciate having people talk about him. It feels as if no one forgot about him....

kimberley replied: oh sweetie (((((((((big hugs)))))))))

that was a very gut wrenching episode to say the least. i am sorry it reopened all of those painful feelings for you again. your little angel Jordan will never be forgotten. he definitely looked like his mama.

just curious, have you ever found out about the baby who got his heart?
(sorry if you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to answer)

MomToMany replied: I LOVE ER too! Last night's episode was a real tear-jerker for me, mostly because the babies born were the same size mine is now.

Sorry it brought back so many painful emotions and feelings for you, JennasMommy! Lots of {{{HUGS}}} to you!

natjasem replied: Yes, I had to go brush my teeth at the end when they brought the baby to the mom- I can't deal with stuff like that. It takes a strong nurse and doctor to run the NICU.
Thank God there's people that can comfort parents in such a sad time! I hope I'm never there.

Kirstenmumof3 replied: I used to watch ER religously every thursday night. But after the Dr. Lewis left I stopped watching it just go to bizzare for me. I have watched a few times here and there, but it's just not the same for me at all!

kit_kats_mom replied: Yup. I bawled. Especially when they gave the baby to the parents. Too much. I thought about all of the mommies who've lost babies and I can't even imagine how hard having a baby in the NICU must be. I'll admit to hugging Kathrine a little bit more last night.

kimberley replied: what do you all think of the way Romano was killed off? i know he was mean but i thought it was a crappy way to write him out.

coasterqueen replied: Just the icing on the cake! I missed ER too!

Kaitlin'smom replied: ahhh good that I did not see it then and I have not read all the post so I dont want to know what happend....I would be cring if I watched it

DansMom replied: That episode got to me---I was sobbing throughout the second half. We invest so much of our imagination, hope, love and physical labor to bring a precious little person into this world. This little person is a part of our body, heart and soul. To lose that little person is unbearable. From the moment Miranda said hello to her little brother and his tiny hand closed around her fingers, I was a basket case. I knew it was not going to end well.

MomToMany replied:
Yeah, I thought that was a pretty stupid way to get him off the show. They could've thought of something better, IMHO. I mean, come on, a plane squishing him, not original at all. Anything would've been better than that!

aspenblue1 replied: It was really hard to watch last night. I was crying through it.

My2Carebears replied: oh i agree. I think i cried thru the whole episode. I kept trying to fight back the tears, but the whole storyline just broke my heart. I have seriously been emotional lately...wow.

Schnoogly replied: I haven't watched ER since Dr. Green's long drawn out death...too sappy. And I can't stay up that late anymore anyway, plus so much anxiety in the show gets to me now.

But I'm really glad I didn't see this episode...I can't watch any of those birth shows anymore either. They just make me depressed and miserable.

A&A'smommy replied:
i thought that was halarious!!!! that ran out of ideas i guess, how many people have the killed off so far?

MomToJade&Jordan replied:
I kind of agree with that. I catch the show every now and then and I thought they could have done a little better with that. I mean first he has a helicoptor cut his arm off and then he has one fall on him. Did the coptor come back to finish the job? What is with that?

~Daddytobe~ replied: Its a tough life to have to work and be a part of the NICU life.. My wife has come home many times in tears. And questioning why she chose to work with sick babies. But when she has seen a very sick baby become healthy and strong enough to be going home she realizes that is why she chose to do this career.

amynicole21 replied: I finally got a chance to watch it last night, and it broke my heart.

shelrae00 replied: I had it taped and just finished watching it. It was extremely sad. Thank God there are Drs and Nurses who can do that work. I could never deal with the stress and emotions of it.

Shelly