Moved from Shock to Sad!

Kirstenmumof3 wrote: It's been a rough week for me. I talked to my Dad lastnight, it was his sister that passed away. He is so angry, which is to be expected. There isn't going to be a funeral. They are going to have a service this summer at the cemetery and then a picnic. Everyone is in shock, disbelief I think! I'm just so SAD I want to cry, but the tears won't come and I'm so affraid that I will just break down and cry in the most inappropriate place. This hurts so much! I didn't think this would affect me the way it has.

MommyToAshley replied: I am so sorry. ((HUGS)) I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I just wish there was more I could do or say.

Kaitlin'smom replied: Aww hun I am so sorry. I wish I was there to give you lots of hugs.

jen replied: (((((HUGS)))))) sweetie. I am so sorry, it is so hard to lose someone and at the same time see your family and dad grieve with you. I wish you strength. Keeping you and your family in my prayers and thoughts. As for the family deciding not to have a funeral for her, I can only say that I would be very upset and I can see how that would hurt. I'm so sorry.

~CrazieMama~ replied: Oh hun, I am so sorry. I will keep you and your family in my prayers and thoughts.

aspenblue1 replied: I am so sorry I will keep you and your family in my thought.

MilMunchMOM replied: A Picnic?!?! Sorry to see you and your dad have to go through this!!

kimberley replied: (((hugs)))) sweetie, i am so sorry for your loss and can completely understand why you would be upset that there won't be a service. maybe you and your dad and immediate family can have a mass intended for your aunt as your own little memorial service at your church. just a thought and a way to deal through your grief. my prayers are with you.

A&A'smommy replied: (((BIG HUGS))) im sorry!!! you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!

Maddie&EthansMom replied: Oh Sweetie! I just don't know what to say except I know how painful that must be for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Kirstenmumof3 replied: You are all so wonderful and I can't Thank You enough for all of your support through this!

I saw my psychologist this afternoon and we talked about everything that happened. I told him that I haven't cried yet and that I'm trying to be there for the rest of my family, making sure that they know that it is okay to feel what they are feeling. Funny that I can't allow this for myself. My psychologist told me that this was all normal and in time I will process everything and I will cry. I started to cry in his office and then his phone rang and I stopped. He told me not to bet myself up because I haven't cried.

coasterqueen replied: I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.