My Story:(

mummy2girls wrote: I thought i would sit and tell you guys about my precious angel... i tried numerous times yesterday but i just couldnt do it. I would get half way and then just cry...

Big deep breath.... on the night before my U/S i didnt feel any movement but because i was at work all day on my feet and then at home with jen i just thought it was because of that. I at the last minute the next day asked my mom to take jenna. Not sure why but i had a wierd gut feeling.

I was laying on the table watching the technician scan my belly and she had this odd look on her face. I was starting to tremble. She asked me if i have felt the baby kick at all lately. And i said yes up until last night but just didnt really think anything of it. She then said she will be right back... she returned with a doctor and he was looking for quite sometime. he then looks at me and asks me to change and meet him next door. So i did... he then proceeded to tell me they couldnt find a heart beat. I lost it. I started to shake! I then called my mom and she came to get me. The doctor had told me that i was to be admitted... My OB did an u/s and he started to cry. He is the same ob i had with my other 2 pregnancies. he induced me and at 837 onthe 11th I had a beautiful baby boy.

I had pics taken of him but i havent gotten the courage to go develop them yet. Because i fear if i see him again i will lose it! his face is etched in my head but i just think if i see a pic i may lose it!

this is a short version of what happened but this is all i can get out! Doctors have no idea what caused this because his heart looked perfect on the U/s and every thing else. So i may never know:(

SOUTHERN MOMMY replied: You are in my thouthts and prayers and once again i am so sorry

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MommyToAshley replied: I'm sorry Shelly. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

gr33n3y3z replied: your in my thoughts and prayers
(((Hugs)))

amymom replied: Shelly you are in my prayers every day. Take care. ---Anne

moped replied: Oh shelly, thank you for telling us and please know that we are praying for you and Jenna

amynicole21 replied: Thank you for sharing that with us, Shelly. We're all here for you

Boys r us replied: I'm sorry Shelly!

Our Lil' Family replied: I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing that, I can only imagine how difficult that was.
My prayers are with you and your family.

toady_buckshot_noodle replied: I am so sorry. Your story is very similar to mine. You are in my prayers.

chloe&tysmommy replied: I'm very sorry Shelly

Mom2Boyz replied: I am so sorry for your loss Shelly You and Jenna will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Kirstenmumof3 replied: Shelly I'm so sorry you are going through this! My heart goes out to you! Sending you lots and lots of hugs and prayers!

mammag replied: I'm sooooo sorry for you Shelly! You are constantly on my mind and in my prayers. Take care of yourself and that beautiful little girl! We love you!

b&bsmom replied: Shelly, I am so sorry for your loss. I can not imagine how you feel. Give Jenna some big hugs and please know you are in my prayers and thoughts. Thanks for sharing and hang in there.
(((((((((((Big Hugs))))))))))))

ediep replied: oh Shelly, I have been thinking about you a lot! Please take care of yourself, and remember this is not your fault. Unfortuantely, these things happen for a reason You are in my prayers

Thanks for sharing your story.

jcc64 replied: My heart aches for you, Shelley. I'm so very sorry.

ions_momma replied: I am so sorry to hear about your loss! You will be in my thoughts and prayers!

JAYMESMOM replied: Shelly - I am crying tears for you. Take the time you need before devolping the pictures. Take care of yourself and don't feel bad about staying away. You need to take care of Jenna and you first.

Sarah&Mackenzie replied: You and Jenna are in my thougths and prayeres!!

Kaitlin'smom replied: take care of you

punkeemunkee'smom replied: I am praying for you! I am so sorry!

mysweetpeasWil&Wes replied: My thoughts are with you...please take care.

aspenblue1 replied: You are in my thoughts and prayers.

kimberley replied: sorry i didn't get to this earlier. i am sorry for what you are going through, Shelly. p&pt your way. hold Jenna close and try to find comfort in what you do have in your life.

Emeraldsmom replied: again, I am so so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story with us. I know it must be hard. You will be in my prayers every night.

3xsthefun replied: I'm so sorry Shelly

sunshine girls replied: Sorry I didn't reply earlier Shelly. Thank you for sharing your story
My prayers are with you and Jenna, everyone is always here for you if you need to talk. I'm so sorry for your loss, remember to take things one day at a time.