My TTC Journal

A&A'smommy wrote: Okay since I really need a place to talk about it to someone other than my DH I think I will start keeping up with it here...

I am suppose to get AF today and I totally know its coming, but I decided to take a test this morning because I have been emotional, and irrational (I totally lost my temper at my dog Sunday) for about 4 days and in the BR a lot more lately (noticed because I actually woke up TWICE last night and for the last 3 nights I have gotten up to use the BR ) But anyways it was negative. So I guess I shouldn't be surprised it is ONLY the first month we have tried. I guess I'm a little down anyways because I was SUPER pumped and really hoping to be due in April but you know when its suppose to happen it will happen.

I have decided to start charting my temp not really sure why, i guess just to make me feel like I'm upping my chances and I'm also thinking about getting some O sticks but we will see

Anyways I don't really feel better but I'm guessing thats AF's fault

moped replied: Hang in there sunshine!!!!!!!

And happy trying!

Calimama replied: Tons of baby dust for you. You can have ALL of mine!!

A&A'smommy replied: AF never came I hope I'm not stressing it away So if she is going to come hopefully tomorrow

A&A'smommy replied: okay still no AF... weird I'm two days late and usually when I FEEL her coming I know for sure that it will be in here either that day or the next and now I don't feel it at all so I have no idea I'm totally confused because I'm 2 days late

lovemy2 replied: Maybe go get a blood test at your OB's? Just to know for sure one way or the other.....TTC although fun is no fun at all IMO

A&A'smommy replied: AF came this morning I went from 27 day cycle to a 29 days

TTC is not much fun.. I was looking forward to it but now I just want to be pregnant!

jacobsmama replied: I tottally feel you, I have been in the same boat for about 9 months!!! UGGGGHH

A&A'smommy replied:
UGH I'm sorry

moped replied: It took us a while this time too - TTC sure does test your patience!!!!!!

Mommy2BAK replied: Sorry Jessy
I know that is soo frustrating. Jen and I were both in the same boat about 9 months ago, but we both got there eventually, and I'm sure you will too.

A&A'smommy replied: Thanks guys I'm feeling much better, and i know if i don't get pregnant this month I can try again next. When its meant to be its meant to be

luvbug00 replied: baby dust and good luck for your next round of trying! many

Danalana replied: I hope it happens for you soon, hun. I definitely know a thing or two about the heartache of TTC Lots of baby dust to you!

A&A'smommy replied: alright round two of trying I have Ovulated yet I should by the end of this week not really sure. I'm bought some o sticks but after having some problems with AF about 3 months ago (I think) it was about 3 or 4 cycles ago I want to make sure I'm ovulating anyway I'm probably just being silly but um lol you know its hard.

moped replied:
I know you will - before you know it!!!!!

A&A'smommy replied: CD 14