Such a bad dream last night
MyBrownEyedBoy wrote: If this is how things are going to be for the next 10 days, I think I am going to stop sleeping. I had terrible dreams about Logan in the hospital. Primary Children's sends out a brochure to help prepare parents for how their child will look after heart surgery. It is going to be awful. All swollen, tubes everywhere. I knew I shouldn't have looked, but I just couldn't help it, I needed to know. But last night, I kept waking up and wanting to cry. Luckily, he has no idea and is just contentedly playing on the floor with a dinosaur toy.
luvbug00 replied: OH Kelly! It think they gave you that to prepare you.Although I don't know how one would prepare any parent for that sort of thing. My prayers are with Logan and you.
Boys r us replied: Oh honey...bless your heart! I am sorry you're having to go through this, but you're right..at least he has no clue!
mammag replied: I'm soooo sorry Kelly! I know this has to be so hard on you! I think it probably is better that you did look because if you weren't prepared upon seeing him for the first time it might be that much more harder.
He's going to be okay and we will all be praying for him and you.
Kaitlin'smom replied: well I hope the pics were worst case seniro and he wont look a bit liek that. I can imigine how hard this must be for you try and think of good thougths before bed maybe that will give you sweet dreams
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amymom replied: I am keeping you all (and the doctors too!) in our prayers.
Sarah&Mackenzie replied: You are in my thoughts and prayers!!!!
six_kids_at_28 replied: I know it will be hard to see him after is surgery, but just think about how much better and healthier he will be in the long run. That will all be worth it Good luck!
CantWait replied: I'm so sorry. It's a good thing that you read it, so you know that everything you see is going to be normal. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
ions_momma replied: Oh hon, I am sooo sorry that you have to go through all of this! Im sure it is hard! Im sure it will all turn out fine! I will keep you all in my prayers!
MyBrownEyedBoy replied: Thanks you guys. I have had a better day today than I have had since last Tuesday. Once I got over the ucky feeling of bad dreams, I just really focused on Logan. Even though he has been whiny.
sunshine girls replied: I'm glad you had a better day today And don't worry, everything will turn out okay. I'll keep you and Logan in my prayers
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