Will be MIA for a while. - way too much going on right now.

pinka_star wrote: I'm sorry everyone, but I've decided to take a break from the internet. So much is going on right now, and I feel like I'm being spread way too thin. I had a break down a few days ago and decided to finally get on antidepresents. I've been fighting depression for the past 8 years. I'm not happy about taking a pill to make me "ok", but I don't want to feel this way anymore. It's not fair to Emma, Dustin, or me.

For the past few days I've been having abdominal pain, but it's a little worse today so I checked my IUD. This morning the string was a little longer than normal. I didn't really think anything of it, but I kept checking every hour or so just in case. Well now I can feel the top of the IUD. So it's pushing it's way out, and I don't know why. My breasts have been hurting a little too. Not much, but every once in a while they'll start to hurt. I really don't think I'm pregnant, but I guess there's a slim chance. I have a ob/gyn appointment today to see what's going on with my body. I hope it's nothing too serious, but I'm so worried. I've been really stressed out lately, so that may be causing my body to act up.

I'm not going to go to the Doctor for antidepresents until I know if I'm pregnant or not. I don't want to take them and find out I'm pregnant and hurt the baby. If you guys could keep me in your prayers and thoughts I would appreciate it so much.

I will be back as soon as I get better and things start looking up. I will miss you guys SO much.

MommyToAshley replied: Susie, I am sorry you have been feeling down. If you are not feeling well physically, that can take it's toll on you emotionally as well. Please let us know what your OB says, I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. And, don't feel bad about doing whatever you need to do to feel yourself again.

Take all the time you need, but please know that you will be missed and we will be thinking about you and Emma.

amynicole21 replied: Please take care of yourself, sweetie! I hope everything works itself out, and remember that we are here for you when you need us!

Jamison'smama replied: Big Hugs and postive thoughts coming your way. Do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself! We'll miss you.

Kaitlin'smom replied: awww Suzie I am sorry your not feeling well, I hope everything works out and you get better soon. I will deffinalty keep you, Emma and your family in my thoughts, and you will be missed.

Get well and we are hear for you when you need us.

Oh and if you can please update on what the ob says, you know how owrried we all will be if we dont know.

jem0622 replied: Good luck to you during this storm, Susie. Take care of what is most important. Hope the IUD thing is nothing serious.

Mom2Boyz replied: Awww Suzie, I'm sorry you've been feeling down lately I know it stinks to have to take medicine to make you feel normal, but sometimes it is the best thing. I've been on antidepressants since I was about 6 months pg with Conner, and they have made a world of difference!! I hope you are feeling better soon. Let us know what they say at your ob appt today please.

We'll miss you while your gone!!!!

Kirstenmumof3 replied: I'm sorry you are feeling so down right now! There is nothing at all to be ashamed of and if taking medication will help you feel better, than please do. I have been fighting depression for 20 years now and had a breakdown myself last year when my baby was 4 months old! It takes a lot of courage to ask for help! I hope you are feeling HAPPY SOON!

coasterqueen replied: ((HUGS)) Susie. Please take care of yourself and know that we are here for you whenever you need us. I hope you feel better real soon. My p&pt's are in full force for you.

A&A'smommy replied: ((((BIG HUGS)))) I'm sorry your feeling so down I understand that feeling all to well (except I don't think mine is as bad as yours). Take care of yourself sweetie!

kimberley replied: (((big hugs)))) sweetie! know we are here when you are ready to talk. we will miss you.

MomToMany replied: ((((HUGS)))) to you, Susie!! I hope everything is OK! I hope you can come back soon! We'll miss you!

ediep replied: awww, I hope everything is ok, good luck to you!! Take all the time that you need, we'll be thing of you and Emma!

Maddie&EthansMom replied: Susie I am so sorry you are feeling down. Do what you need to do to get better and hurry back! We will miss you around here!

CantWait replied: We'll miss ya Susie, hope you're feeling better soon