my story

AngelGurl wrote: well not sure if this belongs here. but i will post you on what happen to my other children along with the lil girl that i lost when i was 27 years of age. but first off back to my other children.


I got pregnant wehn i was 17 years of age and had a beautiful baby girl on june 10 1992. which i raised till she was 18 months old. when her father gained custody of her. but after about three years of having custody of her. he lost custody to his parents cause he was living in tents int he dead of winter with her :s. i mean what was he thinking.. he couldnt live out side in the coldness with my daughter.... but soon she moved in with her grandparents and still lives with them. Her grandmother passed away last august... but she is doing fine. we have contact via mail through out the year....

now my two lil princes. they are 11 months and 2 weeks apart from each other. I thought i would of been able to handle raising them. but i couldnt. due to some problems in my life. they were put up for adoption. which i think it was the best thing that ever could of happen. they are in a family with two other boys and a loving mom and dad. i see my sons once a year but get cards and what not from them

now as for my lil angel girl. i was 7.5 months pregnant when i was trying to figure out why i was in labor so soon. she was born april 14 ,1.5 months ahead of time. she had so many complications when she was born. born with respiratory problems.. she was so sick. she made it for the first week.Till she turned for the worsde and passed away in my arms on april 21 2001. she would of been 5 this year. it is so hard to loose a little one in your arms. the nurse had a hard time releasing her from my arms. I had a nervous break down finally with everything that has happen to me.

till came my lil angel girl. Alyssa who was born on june 14 2005. she is my angel sent from god. as my mom always said. she was one thing that turned my life right around.she is healthy loittle girl...

well this is my story

ashtonsmama replied: I'm so sorry. What a heck of alot to go through. Lots of prayers coming your way. How are you doing now?

AngelGurl replied: Thank you..i appreciate it. i have my up and down days.. if it wasnt for my youngest daughter i would have more ups than downs

Ashlynn's Mommy replied: Your daughter is beautiful. I'm so sorry you have had such a hard time. I wish you nothing but joy, and good health for you, and your daughter.

Halo42101 replied: I am so sorry for all the losses in your life. I can only imagine. My heart goes out to you. I pray that you & Alyssa are doing well and that you are blessed with much comfort, happiness & peace. I know it had to be hard to share that with us and I thank you for doing so. I see you are very courageous.

na81 replied: I am so sorry that you have had to go through all of that! Thank you for sharing your story with us- I know it takes a lot of courage to do so. P&PT's coming your way!

ashtonsmama replied:
I'm betting you meant "more down than up days". I know what you mean. I'm so impressed by your courage, prayers still coming your way though hun.

AngelGurl replied: yes i meant more down days than ups. its has been a hard week for me. especially for today. since my oldest daughter turned 14 ears of age. And i couldnt even tallk to her . Since I dont know where she. but I got by it alright. since i will be celebrating my youngest DD's birthday tomorrow... I want to thank you all asgin for your support didnt think theere could be a good support group out there. but i think i found it. besides my other group

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redchief replied: Thank you for sharing your story of unselfishness and love.

1lilpeanut2love replied: Lots and lots of prayers and positive thoughts coming your way!! Best of luck to you! Thanks for sharing your story. That was very courageous of you to do!!

AngelGurl replied: Again i would like to say thank you to you all. for all the support here. you ladies are very supportive with others.... i am very happy to share my story with you...